given by someone..

Call me irresponsible - call me unreliable
Throw in undependable too
Do my foolish alibis bore you
Well i'm not too clever - i just adore you

Call me unpredictable - tell me i'm impractical
Rainbows i'm inclined to pursue
Call me irresponsible - yes i'm unreliable
But it's undeniably true - i'm irresponsibly mad for you

you and i both..

finally... i have found you and all my dreams came true.. tx dear for brighten up my life!! hope it will last forever..

was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
oh things are gonna happen naturally
oh taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
and balancing the whole thing
but often times those words get tangled up in lines
and the bright lights turn to night
until the dawn it brings
another day to sing about the magic that was you and me

cause you and i both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of
others only read of the love, the love that I love

see I'm all about them words
over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
more words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive

you and I, you and I
not so little you and I anymore
and with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

cause you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just dream of
and if you could see me now
well I'm almost finally out of I'm finally out of
finally deedeedeedee
well I'm almost finally, finally
well I'm free, oh, I'm free

and it's okay if you have to go away
oh just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear them ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

cause you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of and others just read of
and if you could see now
well I'm almost finally out of
i'm finally out of, finally, deedeeededede
well I'm almost finally, finally, finally out of words

menghitung hari - versi Irwansyah

i really like the way he sings it.. the melody still the same as the original version of MENGHITUNG HARI sang by krisdayanti. check it out !!

menghitung hari detik demi detik
menunggu itu kan menjemukan
tapi ku sabar
nanti jawab mu
jawab cinta mu..

jangan kau beri
harapan pada ku
sperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yang aku mintak
tulus hati mu
bukan pura-pura..

jangan pergi dari cinta ku
biar saja tetap dengan ku
biar semua tahu adanya
diri mu memang punya ku

belum pernah ku jatuh cinta
sekeras ini seperti pada mu
jangan sebut aku lelaki
bila tak bisa dapatkan engkau..

hehehee... it's really cute ;)

heart-rending

if something causes anguish or deep distress it is said to be heart-rending, (not heart-wrenching or heart-rendering). many people seem to confuse the term gut-wrenching (extremely distressing or unpleasant - twisting the stomach) with the term heart-rending (arousing deep sympathy - tearing the heart) to get heart-wrenching, and even possibly gut-rending. heart-rendering, on the other hand, would logically be the process of melting the fat off the heart by heating -- not the same at all!

i'm sure everyone must have experienced dealing with this matter. the causes can be anything from the person that u luv, yr pets, family members and etc. but when we talk bout heart-rending... the 1st thing that will pop up in our mind is... LOVE! am i rite ?? ermmm.. let see whether hv i ever had this kind of experience?? of coz i do.. how many times ?? 1.. 2.. 3... 4.. well cant be counted tho hahahaaa

and everytime i recall about my past experience, i must be laughing out loud wakakakaaa. and i cant imagine myself was crying like a baby when dealing with it. sometimes i feel stupid but in other way, i thanks to it also coz it make me grown up and become more mature. alhamdullillah, i'm happy with my current situation. life treat me well. so far so good and so good so far !! :) let bygone be bygone... close book

Need to slow down

I know that I need to slow down, to focus on what I need to and to really enjoy life for what it is.. not whom I am with.. or what I am going to do... but how it is now. PRESENT, PAST and FUTURE all shaping me into whom I want to become. It's a choice.. and it's awesome

All My Darlings..

Misha @ Kish Master.. given to someone :( mummy missed u Micha

Mickey MC @ Onet

Bard Owen.. the most "nottiest" & "manjanest" at the moment

Beckham.. the most "macho" one

Venus.. missing u so much!!

Anja.. but given to someone oredi.. sob sob :(

Kaka @ Carolyne

ID Budee

Too good to be true..

To really love a woman... to understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream

N' give her wings - when she wants to fly

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms

Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

To really love a woman

Let her hold you - til ya know how she needs to be touched

You've gotta breathe her - really taste her

Till you can feel her in your blood

N' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes

Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that you'll always be together

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

You got to give her some faith - hold her tight

A little tenderness - gotta treat her right

She will be there for you, takin' good care of you

Ya really gotta love your woman...

Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms

Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her that she's really wanted

When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one

Cuz she needs somebody to tell her that it's gonna last forever

So tell me have you ever really - really really ever loved a woman?

Just tell me have you ever really, really, really, ever loved a woman?

Just tell me have you ever really,really, really, ever loved a woman?

26 Feb 2007 - Mon

Holllaaa..

finally.. i got my own blog too hehehee.. yelah all ths while been reading others, so it's time for me to hv my own. just to express my feelings and i also wanna share with all out there bout THINGS that has inspired my life. so those who happen to stop by at my blog, do leave a comment for me k.. till then ;)

ciao !!