menghitung hari - versi Irwansyah

i really like the way he sings it.. the melody still the same as the original version of MENGHITUNG HARI sang by krisdayanti. check it out !!

menghitung hari detik demi detik
menunggu itu kan menjemukan
tapi ku sabar
nanti jawab mu
jawab cinta mu..

jangan kau beri
harapan pada ku
sperti ingin tapi tak ingin
yang aku mintak
tulus hati mu
bukan pura-pura..

jangan pergi dari cinta ku
biar saja tetap dengan ku
biar semua tahu adanya
diri mu memang punya ku

belum pernah ku jatuh cinta
sekeras ini seperti pada mu
jangan sebut aku lelaki
bila tak bisa dapatkan engkau..

hehehee... it's really cute ;)

heart-rending

if something causes anguish or deep distress it is said to be heart-rending, (not heart-wrenching or heart-rendering). many people seem to confuse the term gut-wrenching (extremely distressing or unpleasant - twisting the stomach) with the term heart-rending (arousing deep sympathy - tearing the heart) to get heart-wrenching, and even possibly gut-rending. heart-rendering, on the other hand, would logically be the process of melting the fat off the heart by heating -- not the same at all!

i'm sure everyone must have experienced dealing with this matter. the causes can be anything from the person that u luv, yr pets, family members and etc. but when we talk bout heart-rending... the 1st thing that will pop up in our mind is... LOVE! am i rite ?? ermmm.. let see whether hv i ever had this kind of experience?? of coz i do.. how many times ?? 1.. 2.. 3... 4.. well cant be counted tho hahahaaa

and everytime i recall about my past experience, i must be laughing out loud wakakakaaa. and i cant imagine myself was crying like a baby when dealing with it. sometimes i feel stupid but in other way, i thanks to it also coz it make me grown up and become more mature. alhamdullillah, i'm happy with my current situation. life treat me well. so far so good and so good so far !! :) let bygone be bygone... close book

Need to slow down

I know that I need to slow down, to focus on what I need to and to really enjoy life for what it is.. not whom I am with.. or what I am going to do... but how it is now. PRESENT, PAST and FUTURE all shaping me into whom I want to become. It's a choice.. and it's awesome